I guess this is what I deserve<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To have everything fall apart at once<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just curl up in a ball<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And let the world have its way<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019ve fought so long for what I wanted<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That I was starting to think I might get it<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Silly me<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I can\u2019t stay optimistic for long<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Without some backlash<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019m done, okay?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019ll just go through the motions<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Live the sad, depressing life<\/p>\n\n\n\n
This world has given me<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There\u2019s just no self-improvement<\/p>\n\n\n\n
No way to get ahead<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just stumbling blocks and crushing weights<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There to keep me knocked down<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s not enough for me<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To make my own mistakes<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lord knows those are plenty<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But no, I might be able to overcome those<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So let\u2019s make sure there are roadbkicks<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Around every corner<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So that I may just keep tripping<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And falling<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And eventually just give up and stay down<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Well, rest assured I\u2019m staying down now. <\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"