What a beautiful disaster this turned out to be
Two broken people cutting each other on their jagged edges
What should\u2019ve been solid turned bitter and ugly
Through misunderstanding and miscommunication
I tried so hard to be what I thought you needed
Tilting at windmills that weren\u2019t mine to hunt
When in the end I had everything I wanted
And threw it away by going too far
But you looked for meaning where there was none
Made reasonable assumptions for if I were normal
But I\u2019m anything but, if I haven\u2019t made it clear
And I never meant to hurt or to try to steal you away
I only ever wanted to see you be happy
I just convinced myself I knew what that looked like
Better than even you did
Conceited obsession by a fool
Too caught up in being helpful
To actually help anyone
Trying to tell someone that he knows better than they do
Especially someone that would stand up and fight
When finally pushed up against proverbial walls
And though I hadn\u2019t backed you into any corners
My fumbling ignorance could be misread
All it would\u2019ve taken was a little more forethought
To stop and consider the source and the meaning
And I know it meant more to me than to you
Still, you can\u2019t be happy with how things turned out
Maybe it\u2019s too late and maybe I\u2019d better
Just give up and move on and let this all go
Something won\u2019t let me
I wish I knew why<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
What a beautiful disaster this turned out to beTwo broken people cutting each other on their jagged edgesWhat should\u2019ve been solid turned bitter and uglyThrough misunderstanding and miscommunicationI tried so hard to be what I thought you neededTilting at windmills … Continue reading