I sit here and tell myself
That I\u2019m just doing what so many have done before me
An unrequited love and borderline obsession
Neither are anything new or exciting
But those previous poets, bards, authors and musicians
Never had to deal with Facebook
Deciding I should be \u201cfriends\u201d with your mom
While I\u2019m on there, getting updates
And trying desperately to stop worrying about you
This isn\u2019t that world anymore
And I\u2019m an amateur at best
And I can\u2019t keep using excuses to explain why I\u2019m still stuck on you
When I honestly don\u2019t know why
I need to figure it out so that I can move on
Because you already have someone that cares about you
You already have someone standing beside you
And no amount of my words or wishes
Will make that go away
I\u2019ve done enough damage with my hopeless rambling
And if I really want what\u2019s best for you
It\u2019s time to admit that\u2019s probably not me
And go back to stalking ex-classmates
Leave the writing to real wordsmiths
And let you fade away<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"