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Lost again
I\u2019m lost again
Somewhere I\u2019m sure I\u2019m not supposed to be
Lost but seeking the right way home
I don\u2019t even know where home is
I can\u2019t shake the feeling that I\u2019ll know it when I see it
But I\u2019ve never even been close
And every time I\u2019ve thought I might\u2019ve found it
I find I\u2019m wrong when everything falls apart again
There\u2019s no use pretending anymore
I don\u2019t know what I\u2019m supposed to be
Or even what direction I\u2019m supposed to be heading in
If someone or something could just set me straight
Show me the first steps of the right path
So that I may get to a place I can rest along the way
I\u2019m so tired of failing
So tired of being wrong
So tired of losing
I\u2019m lost
And all I want is answers
But I don\u2019t even know the questions anymore
And the struggle has left me empty<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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