This was the day<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The moment<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The beginning of the end<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The maelstrom of emotion<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Forming in my head<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Seeing her that way<\/p>\n\n\n\n
For the first time<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wanted her so bad<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It almost killed me<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If only I had known<\/p>\n\n\n\n
How much worse it\u2019d get<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If there was any indication <\/p>\n\n\n\n
That it\u2019d all fall apart<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019d have given up<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And walked away when I could<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But no, I steered my ship<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Right into the iceberg<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I was in far too deep<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To see the glacier coming<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The light she brought to me<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Became the oncoming train<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I still haven\u2019t left the tracks<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I can\u2019t<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I fell too far too fast<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Couldn\u2019t catch myself in time<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I could barely catch my breath<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That moment she took it away<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And though I\u2019ve tried to get it back<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And though she\u2019s tried to toss it away<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She still has it<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Some year later<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019ll never be the same<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"