Get your shit together
\nGo back to the start
\nYour head and your heart
\nshould be on the same page
\nRemember what\u2019s important
\nwhat\u2019s real and what\u2019s true
\nBe open, be free
\nTry anything, everything
\nDon\u2019t be afraid to live<\/p>\n
I\u2019m not sure this one\u2019s really finished, but this is the point where I started to break down writing it, so I\u2019m calling it.<\/em><\/p>\n You don\u2019t know me Well, THAT was cathartic. Hope everyone enjoys the product of my near-breakdown. I sure feel better now that I let it all out. Too bad all this venting via poetry and blog does jack squat to fix the situation I\u2019m in. I\u2019m blaming this all on alcohol, though I\u2019m not sure I can explain why\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Get your shit together Go back to the start Your head and your heart should be on the same page Remember what\u2019s important what\u2019s real and what\u2019s true Be open, be free Try anything, everything Don\u2019t be afraid to live … Continue reading
\nnot like you seem to think
\nHow can that be?
\n13 years later
\nThat\u2019s what you remember
\nWho I was then
\nWho I was 8 years ago
\nNot who I am now
\nNot what I come to be
\nWhat I\u2019ve been through
\nHow I\u2019ve changed and grown
\nWho I am inside
\nYou write me off
\nbased on false assumptions
\nold recollections
\nYou made up your mind
\nfar too long ago
\nSo why am I fighting?
\nWhy not just write you off?
\nIt came so easy to you
\nI\u2019m nothing to you now
\njust like I\u2019ve been for years
\nAn afterthought
\nTo be used and tossed aside
\n(or at least that how it seems)
\nso why can\u2019t I do that?
\nWhy can\u2019t I shut it off?
\nWhy do I care what you think?
\nYou\u2019ll do as you want
\nwith excuses galore
\n(as is your right)
\nand I\u2019ll be left behind
\nas always
\nso fuck it
\nI\u2019m done
\ndone thinking
\ndone fighting
\ndone coming up with ways to convince you
\nbecause nothing will
\nThe truth doesn\u2019t matter
\nYou have your illusions
\nYou\u2019ll do with as you wish
\nI\u2019ll just have to come up with my own<\/p>\n