Another year I wasn\u2019t promised<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And nothing here to show<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So much lost, slipped through my hands<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just standing here a little older<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Trying to find lessons to learn<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So that there might be some reason<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To the madness that has passed<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And maybe the lesson is<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That not everything has meaning<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And life is just a chaos game<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zero sum with no clear goals<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe someday I\u2019ll find answers<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To the questions I still have<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But this rotation led to nothing<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But loss and failure and emptiness<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A hole inside me I can\u2019t fill<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A lack of that which I can\u2019t define<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So here\u2019s to another cycle around<\/p>\n\n\n\n
One which might bring what I\u2019m seeking<\/p>\n\n\n\n
May it leave me more fulfilled<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Than the one I just survived <\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"