I\u2019m sure you\u2019d find it funny
that you still play a role
in my twisted self-torture
Congrats on your victory
over all I had to give
Wasted time and feelings
we both somehow perverted
We took what should be beautiful
and warped it something awfully
The remnants still inside my head
a wound trying to heal
Deep and dark and full of poison
rotting somewhere cold
You still pour in the salt
without even a word
You have the power over me
I gave it over freely
and couldn\u2019t let you give it back
even if you wished to
I hope you\u2019re happy now
a living echo of my failure
A shining light to burn away
all I thought I knew
of myself and what I held
as closest and most dear
I never really lived up to
the role the world has cast me in
I only played pretend
You were the one that caught me
and now I stand exposed<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Shattered into pieces<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I know you couldn\u2019t understand<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emotions seem beyond you<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So just know how much I cared<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And how easy it has been<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To turn this selfless sacrifice<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Into the weakest portion<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Of my very soul<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just look my way or say the word<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And you could have it all<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Or watch me scurry fast and far<\/p>\n\n\n\n
In the opposite dirdction<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What once I looked so hard for<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Now brings me to my knees<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You gave me the will to fix myself<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And now you\u2019ve left me in disarray<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I can\u2019t fix me now<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And you never will<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019m left to wander aimless<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Trying to find the pieces<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You\u2019ve crushed beneath your feet<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I\u2019m sure you\u2019d find it funnythat you still play a role in my twisted self-tortureCongrats on your victoryover all I had to giveWasted time and feelingswe both somehow pervertedWe took what should be beautifuland warped it something awfullyThe remnants still … Continue reading