disconnected<\/p>\n\n\n\n
disassociated from existence <\/p>\n\n\n\n
numb and frozen<\/p>\n\n\n\n
floating on<\/p>\n\n\n\n
unfeeling<\/p>\n\n\n\n
reaching out<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but nothing\u2019s there<\/p>\n\n\n\n
nothing to hold onto<\/p>\n\n\n\n
nothing to make it real<\/p>\n\n\n\n
nothing but the nothing<\/p>\n\n\n\n
that surrounds<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and pulls<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and drags<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and quiets<\/p>\n\n\n\n
unyielding<\/p>\n\n\n\n
unending<\/p>\n\n\n\n
unrelenting<\/p>\n\n\n\n
lost<\/p>\n\n\n\n
in the dark<\/p>\n\n\n\n
fumbling<\/p>\n\n\n\n
for something<\/p>\n\n\n\n
that left long ago<\/p>\n\n\n\n
its absence<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the only thing<\/p>\n\n\n\n
left to feel<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"