Couldn\u2019t tell you what the clock says<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When the memories creep up on me<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And try to pull me under once again<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Another trip down that worn out lane<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fruitlessly serving nothing but darkness<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Days long gone and moments best left<\/p>\n\n\n\n
In the past where they are and always will be<\/p>\n\n\n\n
No lessons left to mine from their bones<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But still they find some way to haunt me<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rearing ugly heads not seen<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Since the times they were created<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bringing little of value with them <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just sleepless nights and recriminations<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And more mistakes to drown myself<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And immobilize my soul in fear<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Of what might be next to lie in silence<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What waits around the next mistake<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To slip its way through the cracks of consciousness<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And hold me down when I crash and burn<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Again<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"