Bury it deeper this time<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So far down I\u2019ll never see the sun<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019d rather drown in memories<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Than hurt myself again<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Trying too hard to maintain grip<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Of something that isn\u2019t mine to hold<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Those fantasies I fell for<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Keep me treading water<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And if I were to let them go<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019d have to learn to swim again<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I\u2019m not so sure there\u2019s solid ground<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Waiting there below<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And maybe it\u2019s not worth the risk<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To put feet down to find out<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe I\u2019m just better off<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So far down in dreams I\u2019ll never know<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That no one outside ever sees<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My struggles for the surface<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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