I\u2019m starting to think it\u2019s beyond me completely <\/p>\n\n\n\n
to get past what went wrong<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The sight sends me scurrying in every direction,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
unable to face down the impending failure<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Better to keep sticking my head in the sand,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
clinging so tightly to desperate fantasy <\/p>\n\n\n\n
than to meet with the knowing that nothing\u2019s the same<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019ve held on so long to the embers of failure<\/p>\n\n\n\n
that my hands are nothing but ash and bone,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and yet I can\u2019t seem to let it all go <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Instead I force it inside me so deeply, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
left there to burn me when I come across <\/p>\n\n\n\n
the smallest reminder of you<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"