I\u2019ve almost fogotten what it feels like to care <\/p>\n\n\n\n
all the effort and energy it takes to accomplish nothing <\/p>\n\n\n\n
but shattered dreams and broken hearts <\/p>\n\n\n\n
that deflating sense of abject failure creeping up on you <\/p>\n\n\n\n
even when the signs are such to see it coming from miles away s<\/p>\n\n\n\n
tripping you of everything you put into something new <\/p>\n\n\n\n
and leaving you for dead <\/p>\n\n\n\n
right where you started to claw your way out of <\/p>\n\n\n\n
so why bother? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Let that self-destructive desire to try again just pass you by <\/p>\n\n\n\n
and learn to enjoy that hole you fell into <\/p>\n\n\n\n
when you succumbed the last time<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"