Stuck in my head again<\/p>\n\n\n\n
that little voice calling out<\/p>\n\n\n\n
trying to remind me<\/p>\n\n\n\n
of all my faults and failures<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Chipping away slowly<\/p>\n\n\n\n
at my insecurities<\/p>\n\n\n\n
working to surround me<\/p>\n\n\n\n
in dreaded isolation<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I know the words aren\u2019t real<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but still they ring so clearly<\/p>\n\n\n\n
they dance across my worries<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and amplify my fears<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and leave me here to wonder<\/p>\n\n\n\n
if what I see and hear from others<\/p>\n\n\n\n
is what\u2019s really real<\/p>\n\n\n\n
or if that little voice<\/p>\n\n\n\n
is the only honest one<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and I really am just better off<\/p>\n\n\n\n
to let it all fall down<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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