I\u2019m just pathetic enough<\/p>\n\n\n\n
to have to stop myself<\/p>\n\n\n\n
from reaching out to you<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wanted to be there<\/p>\n\n\n\n
standing near the finish line<\/p>\n\n\n\n
waiting for you to cross<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Was even planning it<\/p>\n\n\n\n
to make sure you didn\u2019t know<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and it could be a surprise<\/p>\n\n\n\n
How stupid was I?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019m glad nothing was set in stone<\/p>\n\n\n\n
or I\u2019d have looked ever dumber<\/p>\n\n\n\n
than I\u2019d be if I sent you<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the message that I want to<\/p>\n\n\n\n
No, it\u2019s on you<\/p>\n\n\n\n
to contact me again<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019m not the one that walked away <\/p>\n\n\n\n
so it\u2019s not my position<\/p>\n\n\n\n
to be the one crawling back<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nah, I\u2019ll give you what you wanted<\/p>\n\n\n\n
a life free of me<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just know out there somewhere<\/p>\n\n\n\n
that I\u2019m still thinking of you<\/p>\n\n\n\n
even when you couldn\u2019t give a damn<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"