Ahh, there\u2019s that feeling again<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I thought I was finally free<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But now that twisted, burning knot<\/p>\n\n\n\n
has started up again<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eating at me from inside<\/p>\n\n\n\n
my stomach all but useless<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Another bad idea<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and another battle with anxiety<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Should\u2019ve kept to myself<\/p>\n\n\n\n
isolation was lovely while it lasted<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but now I\u2019m back<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I can feel again<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Didn\u2019t take long to hurt myself<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So excuse me<\/p>\n\n\n\n
while I sneak away<\/p>\n\n\n\n
back to my own exile<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That cave was awfully nice<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and these butterflies are obnoxious<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and there\u2019s nothing good thst can come<\/p>\n\n\n\n
from any further contact<\/p>\n\n\n\n
so forget the outside world<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019m hack to hibernation<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Don\u2019t wake me up again <\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"