All this time and effort
\ntrying to shake the feeling
\nwhat is, was, shall never be
\na discordant symphony
\nringing in my ears
\nvisions of you
\nbetween the twilight
\nstill waiting, wondering
\nsomething sudden
\nsomething secret
\na hidden world
\nstraining so hard
\nto fill the void
\nwhat lies behind
\nwhat waits ahead
\nemotions run deep
\nthe harsh truth
\nburning away the nostalgia
\nshining light
\ndown upon the obscure
\nI cannot break free
\nno path is clear
\nno road ahead
\nthe ruins of days
\nfrom the rubble may I rise
\nthe flames give of life
\na new beginning
\nthe shadows cast aside
\na seed of hope
\ndeep within the darkness
\nmay it grow
\nto spread anew
\nthe breath of hope
\nso that I might find tomorrow
\na blessing, not a curse<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"