Missing you is the worst thing in the world
because I\u2019m not supposed to
You\u2019re just a friend, after all
and barely that in the scheme of things
but you\u2019ve so quickly become a part of me
the highlight of my day
something and someone I can always look forward to
and when I go too long without you
I feel like something\u2019s missing
like there\u2019s a little piece of me
that you\u2019ve taken and hidden somewhere
never to return
I think I need it back
because that part of you is someone else\u2019s
and I can\u2019t have it
and I shouldn\u2019t be so tired to someone
tied to someone else
but I can\u2019t break free
I can\u2019t let go
no matter how hard I try
so here I am
missing you
and that part of me
and cursing my dumb luck
that you were able to take so much so easily
without trying
without wanting to
leaving me so empty
and how weak and pathetic I am
unable to fill the hole<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"