Under the early morning sky
\nA thousand questions running through my head
\nkeeping me from slumber
\nI see her
\nAll the possibilities spread out before me
\nAn endless net of uncertainty
\nAt the center only me
\nParalyzed by what could be
\nDooming myself by default
\nAnalyzing every twist and turn
\nThinking things to death
\nWe play the same game
\nAs far as I can tell
\nBut if I\u2019ve misread the signals
\nIf I\u2019m shooting in the dark again\u2026
\nWould that hurt more than the rejection?
\nGet a grip
\nTime to wrap my insecurities
\nIn a blanket
\nA mercy killing
\nFor what is life without risk?
\nWithout chance?
\nWould a possible fleeting pain be worse
\nThan a sure goodbye?
\n\u2026likely no.
\nSure as the moonlight slips in the window
\nI must make a move
\nBefore the stillness erases my path<\/p>\n