You Saw Right Through

You saw right through me
Even when I couldn’t
You saw right through
And there I was, naked and afraid
And here I am now
Humiliated
Ashamed
I made a fool of myself
Over and over and over
How am I supposed to face you now
Knowing you’ve seen the worst of me
Even better than my own self
All of my faults and flaws laid bare
What can I do now?
I can’t keep hiding
But that’s all I want to do
Because facing you
Means facing the worst of myself
Fixing those faults and flaws
And I don’t think I’m strong enough
I’ve never been before