I have the words to old songs
Running through my head
Because every time I walk up those stairs
I see your face
And I can’t shake the feelings that come over me
And then there’s the random thoughts
The memories that creep up on me
Little reminders
Of what few moments we shared
I smile first
Then start to mourn for what I’ve lost
What WE’VE lost
I can’t help wondering
What might have been
I question myself constantly
I’ve been fighting to get over you
Almost from the first day
A fight I just can’t seem to win
All I can do
Is keep up the struggle
Because there’s nothing else to do
When all I have are reminders
I don’t even dare to dream anymore
It’s hard enough to make it throigh
With just the stark reality
And the music in my head