I’d built an ordered, ordinary life
Painstakingly crafted walls and wheels
To keep the routine moving just so
Then you came in from nowhere
Convinced me to knock down a few
And made what was left a little less bland
You showed me what I was missing
Locked away in my little world
Then just as quickly you pulled away
A little too deep in my head, I guess
And now those walls and wheels are back
And they’re just not what they used to be
I’m living that same old life I built
But it’s not enough anymore
I want that freedom back
I want that spark of color you carried in
And I know, somewhere out there,
You’re basically doing the same
Building and living your own clockwork life
Without me