Broken

It’s broken
And I don’t know how to fix it
And maybe I just can’t
But this distance
Is slowly eating at me
And I don’t know what to do
I miss it
The way it used to be
When we were friends
Forget wanting more
Hell, at this point I’d settle
For losing this feeling
Of gut-wrenching anxiety
That comes from knowing
What I sacrificed
I used to have your friendship
I wish I had it back
But somehow I’d be happy
With just being spoken to