I feel so pathetic
Clinging so tightly to something
That clearly never really was
Wanting so bad to feel wanted
By someone that just walked away
Missing what I guess I never had
A closeness, an importance, a lie
That I convinced myself of
I thought I could find happiness
In helping you find yours
Instead I have nothing
And you get to watch
From a distance, of course
As I keep openly dreaming
Of what was in my head only