I looked right through a ghost today
I’d like to think she doesn’t haunt me
But that’s a lie I tell myself
Judging by the way I’m feeling
Knowing that I passed right by
And all the baggage that used to be
Keeps piling right back on my mind
The love I used to hold so close
The bitter anger that developed
The apathy I wrapped around me
The painful lack of understanding
That broken soul once left these here
I fought so long to shake them off
And now with just a moment’s gkanxey
I find them crushing me anew
I hope the spirit’s sleeping well
With all the anguish that she’s brought me
May she never know the trutb
Of just how much she got to me
The place she’ll likely always hold
A nightmare I played part in making