Here I am
with a fine fuck off
to the thought of you
and the damage that you left behind
I can’t escape the fear
of someone being shown too much
and running away screaming
or worse, doing as you did
The walk away in silence
The anonymous mocking
The fading as if I never mattered
Years later and you haunt me still
giving weight to the voices in my head
I’ve always struggled to shut out
A kindred spirit turned to wicked vengeance
I hope you’re happy out there
I’m sure you found your way
to everything you ever wanted
while I’m still drowning here
waiting for the lifeline
you pulled straight from my hands
I’m sure it would give you glee
to know what marks you left behind
so fuck you again from your past
as the one left here to burn
in the flames you left behind
so long ago you probably barely remember
Well I’m still here and they still glow
and I’m left motionless in them
unable to break free