Don’t mind me
I’m just getting in my head again
the music on repeat
and all the memories flashing through
This is just what happens
when I allow myself to feel
and find myself with time on my hands
My head can’t help wandering
through minefields I keep crossing
and everything that can go wrong
no matter how rediculious
will happen in my mind
After all, it’s all happened before
I’m just so sure of failure
some mistake, misstep, missed chance
something will blow up in my face
So why not set myself to fail
Rip the bandage off right now
I’ve fallen every time I’ve tried
So let me drown in love songs
and fantasies of what could be
if I could just escape
from my own booby traps
and finally look outside myself