Here I am
flashing back to high school
feeling lost and alone again
hear the laughter as I fall
Can barely catch my breath
assaulted by emotion
Not sure which way to turn
so I stand motionless
Take a look around
nothing there to guide me
I feel my away around
through all the emptiness
All this to avoid
facing my true fear
Trapped in loops on endless rewind
to avoid moving forward
Everything that could go wrong
plays out in slow motion
And there nothing for me here
to do but watch and wait and suffer
Disconnected as if left behind
to float away forever
I have to find my footing
I have to find the door
I have to get away from this
before I lose control