Losing myself again
in the words I can’t bring myself to say
Someone else is singing them much better
than I could ever hope to
and knowing someone else
has felt the same way I do
somehow makes it easier
despite getting no relief
from the actual ordeal
Maybe I could send her a song
like some lovesick teenager
I think I tried that way back when
doubt it’d go any better now
Nah, just let those words carry me
maybe they’ll bring clarity
as I drift away
into memories and emotions
You’d think things would change
but some thing’s always stay the same
no matter how much time has passed
and lessons have been learned
So just nod my head and sing along
and never get caught feeling
It’s just the music after all
not actually from my heart…