It’d be so much easier if I didn’t care

I’m barely hanging on

and not sure what I’m fighting for

but I’ll be damned if I back down again

I’ve walked away from far too much,

carry scars from battles I could’ve won

had I only seen them through

I don’t know what the issue is

and it’ll take all I have

to do what it takes to figure it out

I just have to remember

what I’m struggling to keep

because I think it’s worth it

for once in my pathetic life

to get up and keep swinging

rather than letting go