Sitting here making excuses
for you in my head
and trying to decide
just how much time and space to give you
when the only correct answer
is forever because fuck you
you pulled away to save yourself
when I needed you there most
so obviously when times are hard
I could never count on you
all I ever do is sacrifice myself for others
and you proved you’d do the opposite
so what makes me think you’re still worth
giving up pieces of myself for?
I can’t live the way you do
so hot and cold
so ready to cast aside
something or someone t
he moment it stops working
I try to fix what’s broken
long past the point where I should bother
and I’m pretty sure these opposites don’t attract
they kill each other slowly
so why is it so hard to just let go?