I don’t miss you

but I do miss mattering to you

I miss effort being put jn

and time being spent

I miss sharing souls

and living life

together

I miss belonging

somewhere with someone

not needing a purpose

just being free to keep going

I could’ve had that with anyone

but I found it in you

and you took it away

So no, it’s not you I miss

It’s everything you were

and all you could’ve been

and all I was because of gou

That’s what you gave me

and that’s what you cost me

and that’s what I mourn