Ahh, there’s that feeling again

I thought I was finally free

But now that twisted, burning knot

has started up again

Eating at me from inside

my stomach all but useless

Another bad idea

and another battle with anxiety

Should’ve kept to myself

isolation was lovely while it lasted

but now I’m back

I can feel again

Didn’t take long to hurt myself

So excuse me

while I sneak away

back to my own exile

That cave was awfully nice

and these butterflies are obnoxious

and there’s nothing good thst can come

from any further contact

so forget the outside world

I’m hack to hibernation

Don’t wake me up again