I haven’t given up yet
But I probably should
It’s never gonna be the same
Any chance I might’ve had
In whatever future dream
Is long gone
And in its place
I’m left with nothing
But regrets and awkward interactions
And memories of what was and might have been
Just idle fantasies
That I’ve clung to in desperation
Trying to make sense of things
When nothing has to make sense
And as much as I try to understand
What happened, why and what went wrong
There simply are no answers
Nothing to wrap my head around
Just questions driving obsession
Pushing me slowly off the cliff
I wish I knew
What it was you were looking for
When we made our connection
And why hang on so long
Only to pull away
But that insistence on explanation
That search for closure
Is what’s driving me insane
So I need to find a way
To juet move on
To let it go
To put it all behind me
As you seem to have so easily
But I just can’t seem to pull it off
I guess it’s just not in me
To let go