Cast aside the remnants
wasted time and broken memories
all the things I tried and failed
or never really tried at all
Throw away the evidence
let everything just disappear
It all had so much meaning
that never meant a single thing
out here in reality
too weak to face the truth
the lies I told myself
are stacked so far and high
that I can’t see the ground below
I’ve fallen far too much
to find my way back down
these scattered moments
are so much better left behind
she’s out there somewhere living
as I try to find myself
lost here in the leftovers
of what I tried to build
the fantasy that could not stand
against what I refused to see
surrounded by the wreckage
there’s no choice but to crawl